SapE yG paHaM ..

halooo ..
sape la btol2 pham ngan aku ..
aku sndri x tau ..
ssh nak cri org yg btol2 pham aku ..
IKHLAS ..
tu la feveret word aku ..
tp rmai yg x ikhlas ..
rmai yg lbih suke b'pure2 ..
aku x pham itu ..
msti ke nak b'pure2 bila mngenal s'seorg ??
ape yg aku alami ni serupa ..
x sape memahami aku yg sbnar ..
hanya ALLAH yg tahu ape yg b'ade kat ati aku nih !
ssh kn jdi org baek ?? ..
slalu d'pijak & d'henyak ..
x sape kisah ..
hanya segelintir yg memahami dri ini ..
tp tidak mnyeluruh ..
kerna aku sndri msih mncari siapa dri ini yg sbnar ..
sng nak bce aku ??
jwpan nye TIDAK ..
b'muka manis agar x sape tahu betapa muram nye ati ..
t'senyum lebar agar dpt mceria kn dri ini ..
tp d'sanubari ..................
semua nya gelap gelita !
kabus menghilang kn chaya ..
huh ! .. bosan ngan hidup sndri ..
k la ..
bubye .. ;(

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